A mom like her.

Okay. I was in the burial of my uncle a while ago. I was with my mom. Then, while sitting & doing nothing, my auntie came. She's not the wife of me deceased uncle but she's his sister-in-law. She brought two of her children with her & sat beside us(me & my mom). Then she started to tell stories about anything.

SHE is a Christian, and her children as well. Parang nung nalaman ko yun, medyo syempre, waw! :) I don't know pero kasi, para sa'ken, if you're a mom & you're a Christian, napakalaking bagay nun. Kasi, you attend meetings. You listen to other people's stories at least weekly. Tapos, I don't know but I have this belief that they are more understanding & they were the ones who loves to learn everyday & maybe, inspire others even in small talks. Ewan ko? 'Bat parang ang taas ng expectation ko sa kanila? Pero parang I'm not wrong naman eh. Kasi, my tita is the answer.

I was listening while she and my mom talked. 'Di naman kasi kami close nung anak nia na medyo nalalapit sa edad ko so I'd chose to stay with them na lang. Tas ayun, sa mga stories na narinig ko from her, parang ang saya lang 'pag yung attitude nia ay same with my mom kasi.

"Nahold-up na nga, papagalitan ko pa." Eto yung parang isa sa mga gusto kong marinig from my mom though I'm not saying na 'pag sa'ken nangyare yun eh hindi ganun yung sasabihin nia. Parang ganito lang 'yan eh. Parang 'pag same instace pero different situation. Parang 'pag halimbawa, nawalan ka ng phone. Sa jeep. Tapos sasabihin mu yun sa parents mu. Some parents would be mad at their child kasi nawala. Hindi kasi nag-iingat. Pero I believe na kung si tita yun, okay lang. Nawalan na nga kasi sya tas magagalit ka pa. Parang double burden naman yun para sa kanya 'di ba? Why not show him/her na buti na lang, walang masamang nangyari sa'yo or buti yun lang yung nakuha/nawala. Parang kung ikaw kasi yung bata, ang sarap kasi 'di ba marinig yan sa nanay mu. :) Hindi sya galit. At wala rin naman kasing reason para magalit sya 'di ba? Dahil di mu naman kasalanan. Biktima ka din. :)

Tapos, yung prayers. Sabay pa daw sila nagpray nung brother-in-law nia 2 days before he died. Parang gusto ko yung ganun. Yung nanay ko yung sobrang malapit kay GOD na halos sya na din yung nagtuturo sa'men at lalung nagpapalapit sa'men kay GOD.

Ilan lang yun sa mga narinig ko at narealize. It's not that I'm comparing my mom with her and she's better. Siguro, may point na ganun pero it's more of a realization that when my times comes, that I would be a mother too, I wanna be like her. :) I want to be so understanding that my child would treat me as his/her bestfriend or her ate. :) Ang saya 'di ba? :)

Pero ang di kinasaya ay inaantok na ko at gusto ko na talagang matulog. :))

Goodnight! :)